I am having a not so great time at the moment, trying to define who I am I think. It hit me on the weekend that my baby goes to school in 6 months....time has flown so quickly. I know its a good thing she is going, and she so needs it, but what about me? What am I going to do? I didnt get upset when my first two went to school, I never thought I would be one of those mums who stands bawling at the gate- I really dont want to be either, but I dont want to feel like noone needs me anymore. And this is it, its the last time I will have one of my kids around me- I have 6 months left with her and then its basically up to someone else isnt it. Ive learnt once they get to school thats it- your opinion matters but your not the most important thing in their universe any more!
Everyone is telling me look on the positive side- I can fly more-yay- scrap more, coffee more, clean the house without a helper.....I think I will just miss the noise....maybe
3 comments:
Why don't you get a casual job? It is great having your own money and really builds your self esteem.
I really enjoy the quiet, I must say.
you will miss the noise Joyce and her and you WILL cry ,but after a few weeks you will be loving it,and 3 o clock comes around real fast as do holidays.You would already know too she will still need you ,homework kindy dress up days book week parades etc you will be fine.
3 o'clock always comes soooo fast!
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